[poem] The Scrabble Day Trippers, 06.18.04

You hate to lose at Scrabble; especially the

way it loosens your resistance to loving me.

The interlaying of words is almost sexual: a

double letter French kiss, a triple word orgasm.

In the meantime of turns, you romanticize

the future through the context of our ocean

view: photography on Prince Edward Island

in a shack by a lighthouse. I, on the other

hand, am sentimental for the occasions of

strolling the promenade on wispy October

mornings or of shore side meditations and

midnight make out sessions.

There’s a vulgar sense of indulgence as we

play on the restaurant patio. As if our apparent

sophistication is somehow inappropriate for

the beach scene. Our tightly buttoned sweaters

must seem eccentric among these scantly clad

hipsters. Even our sleek SLR cameras, loaded

with B&W film, defy the typical tourist profile.

Chewing knuckle hairs, I struggle with my

limited vernacular. And you are all vowels

clicking the pieces with rhythmic impatience.

Finally, in a triumphant uproar, I plunk down

my letters ceremoniously. You tongue your

cheek then slap your forehead, as Q-U-A-Z-A-R

defeats you.

The victory kiss is reluctant but sweet. The

rematch as certain as heartache.